New beginnings


After a break for the Holidays and the start of 2014 things are starting to move forward again. I have to say I was mighty glad to see the back of 2013. It wasn’t a good year for health, loss and all sort of mishaps.

Last December I also experienced a really weird OBE where I found myself in the middle of the night first above myself, then on the other side of my bedroom, simply looking around. Everything was bathed in an orange glow, if felt peaceful. The, suddenly, I whooshed back into my body with a very loud noise through the top of my head.

Then, at the beginning of January, I was woken up again in the middle of the night by a man sitting on my bed frantically gesticulating at me. He was talking too but I can never hear them unfortunately. He was holding a white book/notebook. I still have not found out who he was or anymore about him as he has not made another appearance.

Now things are fairly quiet. I am having a slow January, still have not gotten back fully into my spiritual work. But I have plans, many of them and I look forward sharing them with you through 2014.

Next is a painting I have started working on focused on AA Jophiel and Gabriel. But it is still in its infancy for now, as I said I am gradually immersing myself back into it all.

I wish you all a Blessed 2014 and look forward to sharing this year journey with you all.

Namaste 🙂

Dream travels


Since the last Full Moon I have had scattering of intense dreams that were more difficult to remember than usual.I wake up in the middle of the night with the last scene and then it goes “whoosh” and disappears. Takes quite a lot of concentration for me to re-enter the dream for more details!

But I digress. The main subject of this post is “dream travelling”, a form of Astral travelling that manifests you in someone else dream. How do you know that you are not “just dreaming” about that person? Well, generally the dream will be more vivid, in full colour and often will involve interaction. It will “feel” more real and often will have elements of precognition or past events. It can also involve a sensation of being weightless and/or flying.

So the last couple days I kept getting messages from people (some I know in real life some I do not) that they dreamed about me in various circumstances and most involved either flying or stressful situations. I picked one I received today that I feel is significant and I literally have copied and pasted the text (keeping the person name out):

“Apocalypse”

“I dreamed that there was a zombie apocalypse. Anyways, it had just begun and I was trying to find someway to get my son away from it all. I was in a big parking lot looking for a car that we could use and I saw this van with people. You were with them. I asked if we could get a ride and the van was full but the driver agreed. My son and I were sitting in the passenger’s seat and you were sitting on the console in between the driver and passenger seat, due to lack of room. I asked the driver about what had happened, what had happened specifically to him and how he was handling it. He looked so tired and sad and he said, “I’m not handling it very well.” We were driving on the highway at fast speeds and he took off his seat belt, opened the car door and jumped. Luckily you saw it happening and like a jungle cat slid into the driver’s seat, grabbed the wheel and saved us from a crash. So thanks!  But last night I felt some very low vibration entities. That dream kinda resolved things.”

The last sentence although it does not belong to the dream to me says lots: “The dream kinda resolved things”. During dream time our astral bodies journey beyond our limiting plane. To me this was a “clearance” dream, while the person never asked for me to be there, there was something to be resolved and me in the driver seat was the answer. I am sitting on the console because I am an “extra” looking in. Since the person felt this resolved things I do not think the impending crash is precognitive. I think this was very possibly an emotional “healing” symbolized by the person jumping out of the car (getting rid of something) and by me helping find balance and the right road again.

What do you think?

My first (and only) O.B.E. (Out of Body Experience)


Many years ago (18 or so) I was entering a darker and challenging period in my life. It wasn’t unhappy per se but some events and choices I made triggered more events and even more consequences that eventually led to some not very pleasant experiences. I wasn’t doing Tarot then (although I had been a few years previously) and consciously stepped out of anything “psychic” due to a previous series of events that had upset me.

One night I got back late from work I was very tired and had a few drinks so decided I would just go to sleep. At some point before dawn I woke up, what woke me up were voices and screaming. As I looked around what would have been my bedroom I saw I was standing somewhere fairly dark, the terrain brown and muddy and curved…like on a very steep slope. It was very cold and, ahead of me pitch black darkness. Behind me, light but very far away. And as I became aware of being in a “different place”, of the cold and the vacuum surrounding me I also suddenly became aware of a very palpable sense of fear, anguish, dread and pain. I switched my awareness to the voices and I “saw” all around me people. Well they looked like people and there was no mistaking that they were absolutely terrified and in pain. I got scared and started panicking and then I realized I wanted to go back to my room…as I thought that I literally *whooshed* (that is how it felt like) back to the room (through the light that was behind me) but then I was on the room ceiling, looking down at my body and desperately wanting to get to it but not quite succeeding. I kept looking at the familiar things in there my clothes, wardrobes etc thinking what the heck, am I dead? Then once more I thought I needed to go back down and back into my body I was. It felt like I landed from a great height, almost like a thud. I did not manage to go back to sleep that night.

To this day I don’t know if that place was what we called “limbo” or what but it certainly was not a place of happiness. Also I have thought to myself after reading more on the subject that my experience resembled more an NDE than a OBE, however I did not have any health related issues at the time and think I would have noticed if I had suffered a heart attack or something similar during sleep. I also wonder if I still have a connection because now that I actively do work with spirit I still occasionally get very unhappy/terrified souls coming through. This has never happened again to me since. From time to time I think of this place and why I was led there, perhaps it was a roundabout message for the healing work that I was meant to start years later. Or perhaps it was just a reflection of the darkness I was going through at the time.